I’m fine tbh. With these empty hopes and promises. Where miseries hide themselves behind their blurry silhouette.
A container and suicidal.
being hit by a maersk container as an idea of commiting suicidal. somehow i have a thought of being the main character and it’s quite beautiful.
found this one interesting. this pic belongs to me, and the flashfiction inside belongs to well-i-forgot-who-was-she but yes, she’s an ask.fm user.
1256: Bumi Merekah, Magma Melimpah dan Nyaris Mengubur Madinah
Gambar 1. Semburan magma basaltik hingga setinggi sekitar 100 meter menyeruak dari retakan di padang Holuhraun, sebagai perwujudan dari erupsi efusif Gunung Bardarbunga di Islandia. Letusan tidak menyemburkan debu vulkanik pekat ke langit, namun melelerkan lava panas membara yang mengukir permukaan tanah layaknya sungai api. Diabadikan oleh tim Reykjavik Helicopters pada awal September 2014. Sumber: Reykjavik Helicopters, 5 September 2014.
Jangan lupakan letusan besar Gunung Kelud (propinsi Jawa Timur) pada 13 Februari 2014 lalu yang demikian menggetarkan. Amukannya sempat melumpuhkan sebagian pulau Jawa. Menyusul letusan besar Gunung Sangeang Api (propinsi Nusa Tenggara Barat) pada 30 Mei 2014. Meski tak sepopuler dan tak sebesar letusan Kelud, namun muntahan debu vulkaniknya sempat melumpuhkan lalu lintas udara negeri tetangga: Australia. Syukurlah dua letusan besar tersebut tak banyak menelan korban jiwa, meski angka kerugian material yang diakibatkannya mencapai ratusan milyar rupiah. Di antara kedua letusan besar tersebut, patut dicatat pula aksi Gunung Merapi (propinsi…
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“I have a vision of myself as Icarus flying too close to the sun and crashing and burning as a result”
Fifty Shades of Grey, pg 53 l8
2015
DO NOT EXPECT ANYTHING FROM THIS POST /caps lock out of my control/ I don’t have any idea to post something on this blank space . . . (oh, post Ms. Swift’s Blank Space, then XD) ayaya, It’s 2015 and hell-o I haven’t post anything (particularly my origin post, not something I reblogged from another place)! So yeah, here we go, think im going to post some curcol here so #yaudah
- I’M STARTING TO READ FIFTY SHADES OF GREY (yang mana ini adalah buku e satu-satunya yang saya miliki), karena . . . yes bcs I already have that “courage” -_- yaaaa Fifty Shades of Grey, siapa yang gak tau sih an E book(too risk to write the rests, I am an underage! although I would be having my 17 this year.) I’m on the way chapter eleven, pg 165. Gak bisa bilang ini seru, atau mengerikan, atau apalah, mungkin saya pernah bilang kalau buku ini, not my cup of tea. But I can’t resist saying this book tastes ecstatic. Yup, Grey’s the ecstasy I have found there. Dan, I have no resistance to say that I have found somebody with Grey’s character on him. Serem. (gak juga sih, but I found the dominant on him, pushed me down as his submissive. Kayak seme uke gitu lah.)
- REGRET ALWAYS COMES LATER. Kenapa saya baru dengerin Epik High sekarang… hah?? yes I found pleasure of drowning myself to Epik High’s Shoebox album, dan saya yang enggak terlalu into ke hallyu aka Korean wave, yaampun this taste better than any Korean rap musician I have ever known.
- OSK SEBENTAR LAGI. Kabar-kabar burungnya sih katanya pertengahan februari, ada yang bilang awal februari, yang bilang akhir januari juga ada kok . . .
- COME BACK HOME ONEGAISHIMASU. CAN’T WAIT FOR THE NEXT LECTURES. May the luckiness on you. Good luck for the exam! Sincerely, your kouhai-who-knew-too-much-and-really-want-to-know-about-everything.
Sekian curcol-nya. I have to go~ home works are waiting to do.
Encore
The risky tango between unhappiness and happiness
My life is poetry
I just breathe and it’s Rimbaud
Even suffering can be a journey when you enjoy it
Spent a season in hell but I only got a tan
I’m good
I smile for my dear mama
I look exactly like my dad
So if I cry, I’m afraid I would see him crying
And I smile for my dad
So no one will ever be hurt over my tears again
Who cares if I can’t fly like before?
I survived it
I was lifted up then came down
What built up wasn’t stress but mileage
The world said, “The show’s over”
With cold smiles and sneers
Everyone pretending they can’t hear me
And I came through
Even the hate from my enemies who are still fired up
Is fuel for my art
So fuck you and thank you
Curtain call
Under my feet aren’t roses but arrows
But I’ll never fallI didn’t realize that the show was over
No, I didn’t realize that the show was over
I didn’t realize that the show was over
No, I didn’t realize that the show was overAs time goes by,
I only let out sighs
Always blaming the heavens
Pounding the floor in regret
Isn’t that why I couldn’t fly or walk?
Time passed and my vision kept walking in place
It’s alright
I may be standing still but my heart is always beating
Just follow me and jump
Before even my heart stops
I used to breathe in the upper air
Floating above the clouds
But was it already time to open my parachute?
They saw “Fevers End” blossoming and applauded
But they took away one-third of my life
So I told them, “Just watch, all of you”
All you fuckers who stepped on us, thinking we were corpses, fuck you
We backI didn’t realize that the show was over.
Don’t you tell me that it’s over.
No, I didn’t realize that the show was over.
Look at me now. You know that I’m here to stay.
I didn’t realize that the show was over.
Thank you. It was nice to know ya.
No, I didn’t realize that the show was over.
The show goes on.
The Best of LIFE: 37 Years in Pictures
Neil deGrasse Tyson’s Christmas morning jokes ignite pious furor on Twitter
Badan Meteorologi Klimatologi dan Geofisika » Pusat Meteorologi Publik » Prakiraan Cuaca Indonesia
http://meteo.bmkg.go.id/prakiraan/indonesia
Reason Kaa-san postponed (or even cancelled) our three-days spending-the-holidays-or-you-may-call-it-as-a-trip #kepanjangan. d’oh! hujan sedang everywhere. plus, last night was looking sooo terrible, heavy-foggy rain, rained the highway at midnite. 😦
padahal kalau gue jadi gue /? mungkin gue bakal maksain diri pergi (sendiri).
…terus udahannya sakit. #lah
Art Talk: The Peculiar Illustrations of Anwita Citriya
For some people, once they start drawing, they’ll never stop. Sama seperti natural-born artist pada umumnya, Anwita Citriya telah mulai menggambar sejak sejauh yang dia bisa ingat. “Bagi saya ilustrasi adalah cara untuk mengekspresikan pemikiran dan ide karena saya tidak pandai berkata-kata. Saya mulai membuat lebih banyak ilustrasi sejak tahu banyak orang mengapresiasi karya saya. Feedback dari mereka juga membuat saya terus ingin lebih baik lagi,” ungkap gadis kelahiran Bandung 22 tahun lalu yang kini masih menginjak semester 7 jurusan Desain Interior di Binus University tersebut. Mengidolakan para ilustrator perempuan seperti Audrey Kawasaki, Amy Judd, Ykha Amelz, dan Amna Oriana, “misterius” menjadi kata yang biasanya terlintas ketika kita melihat karya ilustrasinya yang didominasi warna hitam dan putih serta beberapa warna pastel yang terkadang ikut menyemburat. Gaya ilustrasinya sendiri memang kental dengan pengaruh manga, namun ia juga memiliki sumber inspirasi lain dari novelis Jepang favoritnya, Haruki Murakami, yang dikenal dengan…
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The Imaginary Wall~over the parallax 